#DAY2

Today is #DayTwo, four of my fav songs at the moment.

1. PAYPHONE-  MAROON5
2. PEACH - IU
3. I WONDER IF YOU HURT LIKE ME -2AM
4. HISTORY - EXO-M

Tomorrow's #day3. kekekeke. see y'all later! xx.

Five day challenge. Instagram Challenge.

Hello, yes im blogging agn because i came across this challenge on someone's blog and am gonna give it a try! :-) So today is DAY 1, let the games begin........(its not really a game tho gladys......)

1. I'm actually very quiet at home unless you annoy me . lolololol.
2. Im too shy to take pictures of myself when my family members are ard except for my bro. kyakyakya.
3. I love my hair, yay.
4. I dislike texting.
5. I go crazy inside whenever i see a hottie. kyakyakya.

So thr you have it! :p And i'm also going to do the 20 Day Instagram challenge! :-)

teehee, goodbye. ;-)

HIGH HIGH IM SO HIGH

Hello, basically today was suppose to be a study session at Nad's house but then change venue to SSC's subway  ut we just ate thr then in the end , went K-ing until crazy, kyakyakya. Didnt even do a single piece of homework. x: feel so guilty. hahahhaha. The people from Bintan are back and the Shanghai ones are not. :-( miss them truckloads , i have so MUCH to tell them, sigh. Kuai kuai hui lai ~ And i basically showed you the pictures we took today , teeeheee. Follow me on instagram if you havent! :p @glitzsmiles . Same for twitter too! Hahahah, okay i shall go bathe now bye! xx.

Every end of the day,

Hello, this is not gonna be a emo post so yeah, teehee. I've been quite alot of fun as my rabbit, Brownie is damn cute pls. teehee. Also , i went to J-Cube on monday? It was awesome , the food is awesome and seeing people ice-skate was the best! They have alot of cute stores thr too. :-) I'm looking forward to those days whr my Shanghai friends come back then our SILLIEST will go to town and just have fun! :-D Okay, i shall end this short post here, annyeong and enojy your hols! ;-)

xx. 

ITS SO FLUFFY IM GONNA DIE.

"Hi , my name is Brownie and im a yr old , please shower me with lots of love! ❤"

Farewell BBQ.

The BBQ last night was awesome , everyone was wet , eating kinda-raw food , fooling & playing ard and had fun! :-D All the Shanghai peeps must be on the plane alr , ahhhh i miss them. :-( After 8 days , my friends we made a deal to go swimming at Whitney's! :p FASTER COME BACK!!!

xx.

School.

School was pretty much boring without the awesome people ard but i was really hyped during eng class and i got choco. from Ms Juliana! hahahahaha , we were playing a game and my group won! :p teehee, yayyyyyy ~ Had ICT Photoshop today and we pissed the t'cher off tho he was a great t'cher , sigh sorry.. Elective Module was okay? Got him can alr la , hahhahahha. xD And we finally talked abit and all , hahhahahah i dont know why i go tell Whitney and Shermaine that your smile so cute when i look thru the door's window. xD teehee. andand i still do not know my overall eng results!! I hope i pass english , if yes , i have passed all my subjects for this yr's MYE! Yayyyyy , #happygirl97. :-) Okay , i shall go watch TV now , bye xx.

REALITY.

Monday didnt went my way . I cried , hand got worse , fell and then im back to reality. All of the picture above, explains it all. My childhood was no better than this. Thru 14+ yrs of my existence , i have never once open up to someone/family/friends who is the real me. Revealing myself inside's too hard. I know how would i know if i have nv tried? I did try before . I tried to be the real me and it sucked. I'm a person who cries because of anger , i take every little thing you say to heart , i forgive but i do not forget , i get annoyed easily , i do not want to have any best friends i treat evryone equally or maybe just a good friend but nv a best friend because i got BETRAYED by a best friend before. It was horrible , it tortured me mentally. It still does and thinking back , how silly of me to let her in my life. Because of that best friend , i did horrible things in the past. I lost hope that time because i became a monster. The monster inside me , idk whether does it still lives but i do not want to unleash it. I made my love ones sad and disappointed . I do not want that to happen again. In the past , i was an expert in lying. Now , i do not want to lie anymore. I have enough of lies/lying. I do not want to spend my life in fear. Now , i would want to say something to my friend.

Hi , you probably would see this or something but i would like to tell you , im sorry. Im sorry for being so idiotic all this time. You and the others dont deserve this bullshit from me. Does it sound dramatic? Okay , wteva back to what i was saying , thanks for giving in when i held my pride and didnt want to give in because i was sick of  saying "sorry and not because im not in the wrong , its because i value our friendship more than my ego." But this time , this time i was in the wrong and it went the other way round. This time , i was more determined to not say sorry and kept thinking i was not in the wrong. But , our friend , P made me realise i was in the wrong. Being selfish and not thinking bout the others and you. If i may , i ask for your forgiveness and lets be good friends like the past but better friends, lol. Sorry to all and for what i've done.

I shall end this post right here , goodbye & have a goodnight.

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Oh sunday.

Hi , its a pretty boring sunday , relatives come and go. Have been using the com for almost the whole day? I guess. hhahaha , thrs pretty much nothing to do at my house, like seriously. Hahaha, my rabbit have not arrive yet. :-(  My uncle's also anticipating to see it! hahahahhaha! Anws , its so hard to do things without my left hand helping me , sigh. But i guess it better now as its less pain. Gonna get back Phy results tmr , i have prepared to fail alr cos i didnt really study fr it. Sorry , Mr Tan. :-/  Okay , i shall end this post here , goodbye , stay bless and be bless. xx.

Painful saturday not?

Hello , it is a tiring saturday because my hands = scalded by maggi mee soup . -_- 

It was fucking pain kay. Obviously i cried , ahahahhaha. Its still very pain till now . But its much better than in the afternoon , sigh. Didnt go out or anything and so far the results i got back fr MYE , passed Maths( fr the first time!!) , MT , Chem , SS , Hist & POA! :-) I failed eng paper 2 but fret not , thats not the overall so fuckyeah! :D One more week of school then JUNE HOLIDAYS! <3 Gonna go to alot of places with my family , SILLIEST and Mavis! <3 teeeheee , im excited. *^o^* okay my hand's really in pain so i shall stop here for today , guess its not really a bad saturday anymore while typing out this post , teehee!Take care , xx.